Peili's World 0f Craps

In less than 3 months time i am going to graduate already!!!!!!!! i can’t wait till the time reaches… if were to countdown, it is only like in 80 days more? or less than that depending on the exam time table…. maybe i should start countdown-ing it everyday….

excitement and worries…it comes altogether at once, worry dunno how my future would be like….worry wat job i am going to do….this n that……. but everything prior to that, i shall complete some of my final task in uni first…..in order to graduate!!!

campaign, final year project…..stressful, haihh…..

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terima kasih banyak2…I JUST WANT TO GRADUATE!!!

My fren once told me that a long run athlete will run slower when he/she is reaching the finishing line, just like my condition now.

After 2 n half years of study, dunno y i am feeling so lack of passion towards my academic already. I feel more energetic and happy when I go to work as a part timer in restaurant. I’ll even be waiting for the whole day till reach my working hour and spend whole morning like doing nothing! Is it an excuse for me to escape from reality, to escape from stress and pressure? or because the new and fresh environment let me feel more happier, chit-chatting n laughing with new frens…joking around, talking to customers etc… i also dunno…

but 1 thing I know for sure is I must successfully graduate in this end of year~~ i cannot afford to delay my study as it consumes time, money and extra energy which i do not have it all.

what should i do now? can i overcome this tough time? working in this very last and final year of study really the best way for me? FYP, campaign, assignment, exams……arrrggghhhh!!! can anybody invent a time machine and fast forward the time now till December to come?

………………….(moodless)

getting married is not an easy task. the preparation will takes such a long time and effort to ensure that everything turns out well and fully meet the expectation…. it’s only 2 day trip that i participated and i already feel the exhausted-ness… jz by choosing the gown is like taking us the most of the time spent…. 

i already have imagine how is it will be when it’s my turn..?? hmmm….

however, during the tiredness…we do have some fun too… took some pic
inside although it is written a big sign there “No Camera Allowed”.
hah!

 

大三了，考的第一张卷的确不容易。问题看起来似容易，不过越简单的题目越是要写多，越不够时间做。。。是自己要求太高还是大三的水准越高？

接下来还有4张试卷要拼的！虽然已经有了自知之明离开1st class越来越远，但是还是要求自己要做到最好，尽自己最大的力量去读好，考好。。。但是在这些同时，可以不要让自己承受太大压力吗？压力真的等于动力？hmm….

无论如何，各位朋友，大家一起加油吧！！！一定要顺顺利利在今年毕业，过了这个考试，再把全部心机放在fyp上吧!

两个人要在一起，天天相处都是一件不容易的事了。。。一定要达成共识，有共同的志向及兴趣才能维持一段美好的感情。两个人都是这样，更何况是5个人。。。

两年里都粘在一起的我们，开始有了变化。每个人的目标都不一样了，要达到的事情也渐渐不一致了。怎样继续开心的合作下去呢？是我们变了，我知道。你要离开，也是我们自讨的。我们没法挽留，因为是我们自己不自觉中也放弃了自己的前途。

感情不能当饭吃，是对的！不能因为其他人而放弃自己的理想与目标，所谓人各有志，那就各走各路吧。。。希望一切的变化都是向更好的方向前进！加油吧朋友们！！！

以为长大了，不需要怎样庆祝生日了。。。不过原来有人陪伴一起过生日是很开心的！！！不一定要是情人，家人及朋友也一样感到无比的幸福~

首先与家人篇，虽然没有蛋糕，没有生日歌，但是大家一起相聚用餐，可以谈天，享受天伦之乐~也是一种幸福。。。

接着与朋友篇，虽然被骗及拐带到怡保去，但是很开心，因为所有费用都不需要自己出！哈哈。。。虽然蛋糕只有一片（还是要自己讨的），但是有蜡烛吹，有得许愿就很好了拉。。。更开心是可以看一场极好看的戏！！！不过开心之后回到现实就是ASSIGNMENTS!!! 星期五要交的报告，唉~想到都头痛。。。

这是生日篇，应该讲开开心心的事吧，作业？丢到千里之外！！！

这里也要谢谢我亲爱的密友为我拍长龙买baskin robin雪糕，还有‘精心计划’的骗我上车，拐我去怡保。。。谢谢我的Housemate们送我的礼物，很抱歉没有抽空到与你们一起庆祝，不过我知道你们的心意的！！！谢谢你们的礼物~ 还有我亲爱的朋友们的call，简讯和fb祝福~ p.s: 我想告诉你，我没有逃避你，Ok？就是一直这么巧没接到你电话拉~我还是爱你的，请放心！

讲了家人和朋友，我的爱人呢？去了哪里？虽然你不在我身边陪我过生日，不过我心里知道你是爱我的就行啦！嘻嘻。。。我会乖乖撑完这一年的。。。

爸爸，妈妈，谢谢你们养到我23岁了。。。

最近真的不知道到底为了什么。。。。繁重的作业？朋友的烦恼？沉闷的环境？还是自己给自己太多的压力？我也不知道。。。

只是知道我需要一些东西来调剂一下我的心情。。。也许血拼是最好的方法，谷中城！！！我来了~ 我要买好多好多的东西，但是资金不足，有谁能资助我？

one of the roles in pr is to handle crisis when ur organization face it. a crisis management plan is a preventive measure to minimize the damage of the crisis happened. a pr practitioner should act or response at the first time when the crisis happened. action should be taken in order not to bring the crisis towards a more serious stage.

what i can say about myself is that i wont be a good pr one day. something happened in my life, it couldn’t be called as a crisis however it affects the most important relationship in my life. the initial strategy that i used in the issue is justify my reason on what happened, however, i did not take any action. i made full apology but it wasn’t enough. i am dumb and stupid enough that thought this issue will just end up easily.

as time pass, i realize and aware of my weaknesses better. i am a selfish person, i do not have empathy and i always decide what’s right or wrong based on my own judgment without thinking for others. i don deserved to be loved because of my bad personalities. i cant even handle my own life properly therefore not to say becoming a good pr one day.

i am just so USELESS.

好累好累。。。

真的好累好累。。。

为什么学生要有assignment? 要有presentation?

现在就承受不起压力的话，将来要怎样面对更残酷的现实社会？

一点点就累的话将来要怎样带小孩？要怎样抚养孩子成人？细心及耐心地教孩子们做人的道理？

怎么办？